Well, hello everyone!
It’s been a looooong time since I’ve written a blog post, and I’ve really missed it. As you can see, I’ve completely redesigned my website, and I’m so happy with how it has turned out!
I recently wrapped up my junior year of college. I’m beyond happy that it’s summer, and I’m enjoying being spontaneous, going on adventures, making (semi)questionable decisions, and just letting myself be a 21-year-old girl.
My life looks so different than it did at this time last year, and I honestly couldn’t be happier about it. My life is still chaotic, I still have plenty of bad days, and I still have plenty of problems. And I’ve realized that that is okay. In fact, it’s more than okay. It’s the way my life is meant to be.
I spent the first 21 years of my life chasing perfection. I thought that I couldn’t be happy or have an amazing life unless it was perfect. I couldn’t have been more wrong. Over the past few months, I’ve truly realized that reaching perfection is impossible, and even if it was possible, I don’t want to be perfect. I’ve learned that living a wholehearted, multifaceted life that is full of dynamics is what I really want. A perfect life would be boring. My messy life is everything I’ve ever wanted because it feels whole.
I’m very excited to spend my summer continuing to explore who I am. I’m the strongest in my recovery that I’ve ever been, and while there are definitely still days where I feel broken, at the same time, I know I am constantly healing.
I have some exciting adventures coming up this summer, and I will be trying to update this blog at least weekly.
Here’s to new beginnings and having the summer I’ve always dreamed of.